miercuri, 17 februarie 2010

The darkness falls

Today, the darkness falls, the clouds cover the land,
A soft drizzle falls to the ground, damp and chilled,
Echoing the misery within myself, pulling the tears from me,
And they fall like the drizzling rain, soft and silent.

Walking amongst the rain, its chill touching my flesh,
Drenching my clothes, hair, and soul,
Echoing the silent sorrow I keep inside,
Too frightened to speak, to let it go.

Knowing I stand before a wall,
Beating it with bare fist,
My hands bloody, my soul tired,
Unable to escape the chains.

Today, the darkness falls, the clouds cover the land,
They spiral around me, pulling me into the darkness,
Leaving me alone, hollow and empty,
Knowing there exist no escape for me.

Walking amongst the darkness, feeling at home,
Understanding the darkness, the misery,
Knowing it’s always been, always walked beside me,
Accepting it, holding it close to home.

The waves wash over me
Like the ocean licking the shores
Washing away my tears, my sorrow,
Hiding it deeper and deeper inside.

Today, the darkness falls, thick and heavy,
Trapping me in a cage, leaving me isolated,
And I know that I am truly lost this time,
Lost without an anchor, without an escape.

Can’t escape the waves of sadness
Can’t escape the waves of fear
Can’t escape the waves of torment
Can’t escape the waves of doom.

Today, the darkness falls, consuming me,
Drowning me, trapping me in its darkness,
Keeping me lost, chained to these thoughts,
Thoughts of despair and gloom.

- by Cold

marți, 9 februarie 2010


Shining in the rain and falling in the sun
There is no reason for me to be ashamed
The crime was not my guilt to hold
Could it have been a punishment for me to tend
No never will love be mine to hold
Darkened hearts know no love or hope
Only the empty and the lonely dreams they hold
Chained to the desolate soul, finding only tears

Eventually I will drown in the eclipsed river
Shed from my own eyes, flooding my so called life
No one to help me see the sun, no matter anyhow
The warmth of the sun, makes me weak and I fall
Happiness, smiles only rip asunder my weak belief
It is only the rain that holds me together,
Washing away all the fear, I am safe, no shame

An illusion is this thing called true love,
Once I was held by the fire of this lie
Finally a decade it took to free myself
Know that this is the only way to exist
Alone and in peril, my soul lost, my heart dark
Only me and my demons calling this savage dream
A home, safe in the darkness of my demons heart

- by Cold

miercuri, 3 februarie 2010

Alone Again

Can you help me through this darkness?
Because I can't see the light,
Just a past of broken dreams
As I struggle through the night.
And the days are getting shorter,
And the nights just seem so long,
Too many hours, just too much time,
To ponder what went wrong.

The day you left still lingers,
I can't believe you've gone.
I thought we'd be forever,
I thought you were "the one".
I long to hear your laughter,
To see your face again,
You won't be coming back now,
And I must face my pain.

I know I must move on now,
To greet the breaking dawn,
But how to stop myself from hurting?
To repair my heart that's torn?
I'd reach out to the sunlight,
If you'd just lead me there,
And help me to believe
That there is someone who would care.


February is the month that has marked my life for ever.
I was born on 13th February I'm under the cursed sign of 13th , so this leads to bad luck... I'm always trying to think that 13th brings me luck ... but sometimes it doesn't , my soul is there to be cursed until I shall no longer breathe.

- by Cold