My Pain

My heart is in total misery.
It is my love who gave this pain to me.
She told me she loved me, but is it true?
Or was it all a lie through and through?

My heart aches in unbearable pain.
It is filled with a raging storm and a painful rain.
Did she tell me only what I wanted to hear?
Is her love for me dying at a time that is near?

Oh, why torture me, what have I done?
If pain you were fighting for, your battle is won.
Oh God, your help I request.
I gave my all to her, I gave my best.

Please Merciful Father, take away my pain.
Bring her back into my arms with happiness again.
If you must, make it my last dying plea.
Love in her eyes I once again want to see.

Before God I swear this creed.
If I stop loving her, to death may I bleed.
Why treat me this way, oh God I must know.
But every time I ask, she shakes her head, no.

God, please remove this unbearable pain.
Take away this raging storm and this painful rain.

- by Cold

The Last Time

The night is dark,
The stars in the sky shine,
When we meet together,
For the last time!

There is no one around,
Just you and me,
And the heavens above,
Stretching as far as you can see!

You come close to me,
I hold you to my heart,
Wanting to savor the moment,
Till death do us apart!

I may never see you again,
The realization dawns on me,
My love for you is endless,
An emotion full of sanctity!

I wish you would never go,
With my soul torn and bleeding,
My heart already wrenched apart,
Anticipating a life without a meaning!

I kiss you one last time,
The heaven and earth merge,
Time stops around us,
An eon escapes in a surge!

There are tears in your eyes,
That burn through my soul,
But I smile to bid adieu,
Disguising my impulse to never let you go!

You leave me standing there,
Never turning back,
My dreams tattered in pieces,
My world goes black!

I try to leave the place,
An agonizing tear escapes my eye,
The sorrow of parting with you causes,
My heart to beat for the last time!

- by Cold

Scared to love you

You say you love me
But I am scared
You say you'll never hurt me
But I'm still scared
I'm scared to love you
Because I am afraid to lose you
I'm scared to love you
Because that's really hard for me to do
I'm scared to love you
But guess what? (I DO!)
Because even though I'm scared to love you
I love taking chances too!

- by Cold

Can't be forgotten

How can I still love you
When you caused me so much pain
Why do I miss you
When you hurt me so bad
Why is my heart still a slave to you
Why do I believe you
When you lie directly to my face
Why can't I forget
Everything about you
I can't get you out of my head
Everything you said
I can still taste
Your delicious kisses
I feel Your heart
Beating inside of me
I can not tear all those memories
I can not get them out of my head
I could never forget
All those precious days
All those hours that we spent together
I won't forget
All those moments that you held me
Held me tight between your arms
Everything seemed to stop
I miss that
How can I still love you
When you are the reason for my pain
I hate missing you
I want to forget you
But I can't
I need your warm body
Next to mine
I want to stare
Into your dazzling eyes
those eyes that hypnotize me
I still love you
No matter what happens
It doesn't matter
How much time passes
I will always be blinded
By your icy blue eyes
Always by your side
Always trusting your every word
Never doubting one single moment
And never forgetting
All those wonderful and precious memories
I believe some people
Just can't never be forgotten
Sadly for me
You are one of them


- by Cold

Words Unspoken

As I wander down the street,
My mind is troubled with what
I seek.

The rain starts falling,
The road gets wet,
I am wandering with thoughts of regret.

My head is aching,
My heart is broken
And the words
Are left unspoken.

Do I forget,
Or do I act?
Maybe I'm afraid,
Of the way you'd react.

How you'd respond?
Would you break this bond?

Now I'm here
And I know that you're near,
Waiting.
Waiting to hear,
The words unspoken.

- by Cold

My love

Like a flower that fell from the sky
Swirling under the shimmering sun
Gently and slowly, probed by the wind
You descended.

Like the flash of lightning
and the speed of a supersonic airline,
Like the shooting star
You appeared.

Like a white dove with silver wings
Capturing my sweet imagination,
Fascinating my being
You perched on my hand.

Oh what an awesome feeling it was!
My soul radiated with unfounded illumination!
when you felt at home in my palms...
You accepted me.

Your angelic radiance evokes joy deep within my spirit.
When I close my eyes,
I am fulfilled when I know;
You are with me

Sunshine

Where have you gone my little sunshine ?
You left in a hurry without giving my heart back
Not even looking back ,
I always told you how much I love you
And I hope you will see
That I'm different than them
I will never hurt you and let you fall.
Hey I can still smell your perfume
And your whispers like a fine tune
Your face was shining like a moon
And your blond hair as the morning colour.